All over the place

My mind is all over the place at the moment.

I’ve been having such weird dreams and nightmares.  Only noted one on here, because I couldn’t sleep.  The other ones, I’ve just been lying in bed until I’ve finally drifted off and then had another dream.  My sleep has been so broken lately,  I would just like a dreamless sleep.  No interuptions.  It’s just not happening.

Hazel’s really struggling at mo, and as much as I love her, I am getting a bit sick of listening to her problems and her not giving a shit about me.  That’s not true, because I know she does care, but I would just like to be able to tell someone my issues at the mo, even though some of them are really petty.

My arthritis is really bad this week.  It’s probably because I drunk a lot at the weekend, but it’s really bad.  I’m so sore.  To top it off, I’ve had to have a meeting with the OHU nurse to decide whether or not I have a disability, so my sickness can be accounted for under the Disability Discrimination Act.

Mum’s leaving Dad.  She’s moved into the other room and she’s going.  She’s so down at the moment, and although I’m being really supportive, I’m finding it really difficult.

I need a boyfriend.  Dave, who’s been my bit of fun has been lovely, but he’s made it ever so clear that there’s nothing serious going on.  Flirting with Vicki from work at the weekend proved it.  But he was really nice with me too, so I can’t complain too much.  I just wish I wanted him more, and vica versa.

Work is hard but I’m still enjoying it. Would just be better if I was comfortable when I could move my knees.

Jst needed a whinge…