Last Few Days…
Been a weird couple of days… I’ve been in a trance like state due to lack of sleep/working weird hours. Going from nights onto days is too quick a turnover period. Would like reminding if I ever choose to swap shifts again… IT’S TOO HARD!!! Lol. It’s over now and I’m off again til Friday.
It’s Joe’s birthday today so we’re going for drinks in the pub. Actually really looking forward to it, given it’s been a week since I’ve been there. Think the place will be collapsing without me! 🙂
Went to Explorers on Monday. They built rafts out of milk bottles and rode them on the canal. It was only the younger ones there though, and they don’t know me very well… had it been the older ones, I’d have been drenched in 10 minutes. However, I ended up jumping in the canal with Charlie, because I’m just a big kid at heart. Can’t keep me away from water that long!
Talked to Marc for hours again last night. I do quite like him, but think he just wants to be friends. I’m not really sure. It’s hard work trying to understand men. I’ve given up on it now! lol.
I’m so happy being single at the moment, which is good because it appears any prospect of finding a fella is out of the question. I do miss having regular sex (which is why I’ve been so slutty lately) and I miss cuddling up on a sofa, having someone to go places with and good night texts/calls, but other than that, I just want my own space, be able to do my own thing. I have a list of options in the sex department (although looking like a little "dry spell" on that front, and I have Garfield (my cat) for the sofa. Chris is fairly dependable for going places, but not all the time, especially now he’s got Damo. Marc’s been sending me good night texts too, so really, I’m not lacking too much… I don’t actually need a fella!!!
Gonna try get an hour’s kip or so now before I go down the pub, because I’m shattered. Work’s really taken it out of me today. I’ve worked really hard. What have you done today, to make you feel proud? Ha ha ha ha ha (private joke)