Over it

Well as of 11:45 P.M. last night Drew and I are no longer together. He asked me to figure something out so he had a place to live and it was close to me. So I did to then find out that he found an apartment in Hays by some bar. Not that I care that it was by a bar but he wants to be a bachelor. I told him that being a bachelor doesn’t mean that you can’t have a girlfriend it means that you live by yourself. And I was totally fine with that until he told me that he doesn’t want a girlfriend while he lives there because he can get into so much trouble with it being right by the bar. I’m like so it’s not that you want a bachelor pad it’s because you want to be able to fuck what ever bitch you want. He said no that he still loves me. I told him not to say that because it’s a fucking lie. He did this all behind my back with the help of his aunt. He talked to her about our relationship and she’s the one who brought up the whole bachelor idea. So he allowed his aunt to make the desion for our relationship. I swear he needs to fucking grow up. So I told him last night that if that is what he wanted then he had one less thing to worry about because I wouldn’t be here for him to turn to. He said that’s great cause I didn’t want  you to begin with. Nice right. Whatever. I mean I’m hurt because he was my first in so many ways but I deserve better and I probably will cry for awhile but at the same time it isn’t because I lost him it’s because I lost what I thought was real. Later’s all

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Okay so we didn’t break up. We were just both angry and said things we didn’t really mean. I meant what I said about him just wanting to fuck whatever bitch came along and he said everything else because of it. We are working things out. I love him. I love you all.