Men…enough said

Okay so why is it that the one person who swore that nothing could change your friendship is letting something change it? It’s driving me crazy. I didn’t do anything wrong. Not a damn thing. And yet I’m the one paying for it. I just don’t see how that is fair at all. But then again I don’t think anything in my life lately has been very fair. It’s just frustrating me so much right now. I mean what have I done so wrong in this life time to be going through this. I just want him to really see just how much I really do love him. If I could change the pain that he is in right now I would. I would take it all away from him. I just don’t know what more I can do. I love him and I don’t want anything to hurt him. I would never do anything that would intentionally hurt him. He means to much to me. Well that’s all for now. I’m trying to get him to see that I don’t want him to walk away. But right now he is getting me upset. He is snapping at me for something that I have nothing to do with. I’m just not in the mood for it. I told him that it wasn’t fair for him to be snapping at me cause I didn’t do anything wrong. I’m gonna head off. I’m getting really frustrated and I don’t want to snap or take it out on anyone. It’s no one else’s fault. I hate being the adult sometimes.