Brian and Jasmine

Brian,

     I know you have been hurt. So have I. I am trying to respect the fact that you want to take things slow so you don’t get hurt. I don’t want to get hurt either. But I am crazy about you. I want to be the one to show you that everything you have been through, you don’t have to worry about me putting you through it. You told me that I am one of a kind, wait sorry. One in a million and that I am very special to you. I want to believe that more than you know. I am lucky to have you in my life and I don’t want to lose you. I haven’t wanted to be apart os someones life so badly as I want to with you. My best friend called me last night and we got to talking about you. I started to cry as were talking about you because I have never met a guy like you. And it scares me. I didn’t know that guyls like you who are generous, caring, honest, compassionate, open-minded, sensitive,…etc truly existed. I would continue but I am about to start crying again. But they are good tears I promise. The way I am feeling is new to me. I have never felt this way. I know it’s only been a little over a week but I know that I don’t want this feeling to go away. I know I worry that’s who I am. Well not so much who I am but a part of who I am. But I have never worried about someone so fast. And it scares me. I get butterflies in my stomach waiting to talk to you. I get this huge smile on my face whenever I think about you or your name gets brought up or said. And I love every minute of it. I love this feeling even though it scares me to death. Only because for a very long time I I truly thought that I didn’t deserve it. But now I really do. I deserve it and I want it with you. I’m not expecting you to say anything or to respond. I just need you to know exactly how I feel about you. I need you to know that I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. I respect you way to much. I just want the chance to prove to you that I am different. That I would never emotionally or physically hurt you. Its just not who I am. I just want a chance to prove it to you. I just need you to give me a chance. Okay I don’t know what else I can say to get you to see how much I do care and want to prove to you that I am different. I am so lucky, beyond lucky to have you in my life. I am a better person because of you.

Always,

Katherine

Jasmine,

   I need you to know that I want you around. That I love you. You are an amzing person. I am very lucky to have you in my life. You have given me more than you possibly know. I can’t even begin to tell you how much it means to me. You have done so much for me. I am a better person for having you in my life. Thank you, thank you, and again thank you. I really do love you. You really are like family to me. Again I love you soooo much.

Love always,

Katherine