My whole day…whoop…

Yeah…here’s another entry.

Hey…How is everyone? I’m kinda okay, I guess. I had to come home early today. I was getting extremely dizzy. Isn’t that amazing that I have been getting sick like all the time? But…first block went alright. I got to dance with a girl that wanted to start a Hip Hop/Rap club…it was fun.
Also, the social worker came over at 5:00 PM today…I was really scared because it was about me. She was asking a lot of questions…and I answered some of them. I told her how sad I was here where I was living and she said that she would do all that she could to help change that. It made me depressed with all the questions and answers that I had to take. But…I guess that’s okay because I have to face it in order to get better…
Well, I’m feeling alittle heart broken…I just feel so hopeless…and alone. I have no friends and it is hurting me inside. I am so scared to get close to anyone. Everytime I get close to someone, they end up hurting me in some sort of way (with the exception of my mother…she’s always been there for me…and I know that she would do anything for me….and I love her for that.)
…but I am so broken. I am so scared to get close to anyone. I just can’t do it! I don’t want to be hurt. I would rather be alone…than to be hurt. Because I have gotten to where that I am sick of it. I’m sick of trusting someone that I can look up to and then they turn around and hurt me so bad. Scott is the biggest example of that…
I’m so depressed..I need to cry so I’m gonna go. I love you guys. I’m sorry about this entry. I know that I have been sounding so winey lately…I just need something to go to.
…I’ll talk to you all later. Take care and God bless.
In Loving Spirits,
~Amber~
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