Hmm.

So random stranger asked me out today.

But it was one of those awk times in the metro.

It was funny cause he was fidgeting beforehand.

And like I could hear him open his mouth then close it.

So I was like … k he wants to ask me something …

Then he finally asked what my background was,

Why are guys so goshdarn concerned with it? I mean

… I guess it’s annoying that I look ambiguous lol.

But all I heard was "put your bag down" cause I

I had my hands clasped around my bag on my lap.

And so I was like "Oh, no thank you. I prefer it on here".

Lmfao, fail. Anyways after he repeated it, I guess he

Wanted to know if I had some Black in me cause

He seemed a little surprised that I was Hispanic

And asked if I was mixed … which I guess I am,

I mean, aren’t all Hispanics? We’re race-less :(.

Anyways so he tried chatting with me and I wasn’t

Feeling it at all BUT I WAS POLITE LIKE ALWAYS!

I still felt bad though, I always do, saying no is hard.

Also fuck, I hate when guys ask if I drink/smoke/do drugs

Especially when it’s in a public place. I feel obligated

To deny, deny, deny lest adults overhear me lmfao.

Yes I realize I’m no longer a minor but still … reputation!

I mean I’d only lie about drinking but still … also I feel

Like I want to lie to the guys … because when they

Ask, it’s usually cause THEY drink/smoke/do drugs.

So if I’m not feeling the guy, I make myself seem boring.

Also he thought I was like 18 which is weird cause

That’s the first time a guy has asked me out assuming

I’m younger … they always have assumed I’m older,

And then freaked out when I told them I was a minor 😛

That was also fun to do, especially with the creeps.

Nothing makes them back off so quickly  like that …

Hey, I was telling my friends to do that Jenna Marble’s

Face to ward off people you don’t want to talk to XD.

Anyways I’ll take the whole experience as a compliment!

I’ve never had the guts to ask a guy out, let alone a

Stranger, so I can imagine it would be really awk,

Especially if they said no … but I guess it would be

Worse to be friend zoned! Ahh, I did that to J. Worst.

Guilt. Ever. I wouldn’t want to friend zone a boy again …

 

Omg. Just found Buzz on youtube. Ahhh, I had

Such a crush on Daryn Jones back in the day …

That was either … what grade 7 or 8. And I remember

Watching it "late" at night "secretly" in the basement.

Then I’d tell all my friends about it the next day XD

God, I used to watch/read the randomest shiz …

I don’t know … I can appreciate a male sense of

Humour? Lol. And then he was all dressed up on

MTV and now he’s leaving … but he’ll always

Me remember as being on the Buzz XD

 

*edit*

 

Ah, just saw K’s potential bf. Haha she

Made her friend from uni add all of us, her

High school friends so we could lurk the

Pics of them together XD. I was super excited

With his side pic face … but then I saw full face.

Aw, I mean he’s good looking from the side

And okay looking from the front. BUT he looked

Happy in every pic soooo I’m going to assume

That he was happy being with K! D’awwwww.

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