Wish I could go…

Hmmm … I think I want to apply for FIMRC

And go to a Latin American country to volunteer …

The program donation is pretty steep though 🙁

I mean … it’s not that I don’t HAVE the money, but

The money is meant for school tuition and books.

And I don’t know if I want to spend it on like, well,

Volunteering … ah, why’d I even look at the site?!

But it would be a useful volunteer experience to

Have when applying to med school for obvious

Reasons since it’s be done in health clinics …

And if I stayed for a month I could actually make it

Somewhat worth my while in terms of money.

Plus I’d be able to practice my Spanish which is

A huge bonus for me … and I’d be done my uni

Spanish levels by the time I’d apply for it. Annddd

Although I don’t see one for Costa Rica (well the

Month-long trip at least), they have it for El Salvador.

I’d rather apply for Costa Rica because the place

Where it is … uhm, I’ve actually visited and lived.

So I know the country and the area specifically.

It just sucks that my friend MOVED to Panama

Otherwise I could’ve stayed with her and cut down

On housing expenses because she was invited

Me to come stay with her family … but obvi. not now.

Well unless they had a position in Panama. But

El Salvador is still good … although I’d be worried

About the heat … Costa Rica is lovely and breezy.

El Salvador (well the time I spent there) is an oven.

And I don’t feel like having my face/neck swell up

Because then I couldn’t participate in the program!

And it would be a complete waste of money … 🙁

Fuck. Why do I have such sensitive skin?! *sigh*

Ugh. I don’t want another night of fretting …

Volunteering tomorrow morning and then I head

To "class" in the evening and I HOPE that it’s a

Bit class and not like 20 people because then I

Can’t audit it anddd I don’t want  to be kicked out.

I HOPE they post my mark, I want my GPA!!!!!!!!!!!

Excessive exclamation marks lol, I know. Hey, I

Was re-watching Lizzie McGuire … and I know I

Watched it when I was like 10 … but it’s so funny

Cause everyone who comments on the epis

On Youtube is like my age so I’m not totally weird.

It’s weird though that I remember EVERY episode

So well … the lines, the actions, how they say the

Lines, how they dressed … like everything haha.

I guess it was a pretty memorable show? I don’t

Know, I was feeling nostalgic right because when

Life doesn’t go my way, I guess I have to ground

Myself in something safe and mindless lol. And

Shows from childhood would do that …. but like I

Said … the majority of people watching it are my

Age too so I don ‘t feel so goofy doing it XD.

 

*edit*

 

K after like 2 hours of searching online I found

Out all the bio/chem texts, manuals, study guides

I’ll need to look at this summer and where to get

Them from …. oi. Nothing like a 1000 page chem

Text! Haha, fml. Uhhhm oh, but what’s this? I found

Out I can get official recognition for languages at

Uni! Sweet, so I have a legit. transcript saying that

I’ve studied Spanish at an advanced level. Perrrfect

So I can put it on my CV/resume! I should do that

In French too … so I finish Spanish this year? And

Then dooo 2 more courses in French? Yes, sweet!