I wouldn’t wish this cold on my worst enemy

I think this is the worst cold I’ve ever had.  My throat just hasn’t stopped hurting the entire time and my ears ache so bad.  I’ve woken up literally every hour tonight because of my throat.  I decided I’m going to try to get into the doctor tomorrow.  I just can’t do this another night without knowing there’s some end in sight.  And I’m starting to get worried that it’s more than a cold… like a sinus infection or strep throat or an ear infection.  Something.  Definitely need to get it taken care of though.  This can’t be good for the baby.  It’s kicking like crazy tonight though.  Actually, one time I woke up I think it was from him/her kicking but I haven’t been able to get back to sleep.  That was about a half an hour ago.  And I have to take my Procardia in another half an hour so I decided I’d be better off just staying awake.  Wish it would just be morning already so I could call my doctor.  Miserable miserable miserable.

To top that all off I’ve been having cramps tonight too.  I’m not sure what’s going on.  I don’t think they’re contractions because my belly hasn’t been getting hard….  and as I wrote that I actually started having a contraction where my belly got hard but it didn’t hurt.  I don’t know.  I’m just miserable tonight!!  *whine whine*

I just wish that it was December.   That was the baby would be here and my cold would have to be gone!  I’d gladly pass up the rest of this month and November!  

I sure am a complainer tonight.  I guess that’s just what you get out of me at 4am when I just want to be sleeping.