Sam :)

I think I may have met my next boyfriend. And that really excites me and scares me. I’m so used to things not working out and now that I’ve met someone where everything has been going right…. it’s exciting, but I’ve been single for 7 years and have gotten so used to being on my own and doing my own thing, that the thought of being someone’s girlfriend is also scary.

Let me tell you what I know about Sam so far. He’s not what I  expect today’s 28 year old male to be.

He’s 5 years younger than me, and my rule for dating was nobody more than 4 years younger, however, he’s far more mature than any man I’ve ever dated. He knows who he is and he evaluates himself. He is deep. He doesn’t talk out of his ass. I can tell that he has put a lot of thought into the things he talks about and can back it up. He doesn’t feel the need to impress me and speaks very frankly. He is even more vocal with his thoughts than I am which I like. He makes me feel like I’m the most beautiful girl he’s ever laid eyes on. He is a true romantic with his heart on his sleeve. He’s sensitive and still cares about what others think of him, but that’s just something that comes with age and I have to remember I used to be like that. Family and relationships mean a lot to him. He wants kids and he wants to be a successful musician, though I can’t tell if he really has the drive for it. I think fear holds him back some. He’s a passionate kisser and very sexy. He told me he’s smitten with me. 🙂 and I’m totally okay with that. I like him a lot.