tuesday is my birthday

I hope it is better than the years passed. I’ve always wanted my birthday to be a big huge deal to someone. Just once. I overheard my little man (he’s 6) talking to his dad who he had drug in the other room, about my birthday. He said daddy don’t you think we should go get momma some balloons for her birthday, you know cause we’re happy she was born. I just wanted to turn the corner and squeeze him until his eyes popped out. Even if I don’t get balloons I’ll know my son was glad I was born lol. And he’s not even big enough to realize if I wasn’t born he wouldn’t be here so there was no selfishness in it at all. Moments like that are why I would have ten kids if I could afford them.