oh hey im still here

so i believe it was about the time when i was 21 that i really started using my brain…coincidentally enough that is also about the same time i took the time to destroy it.

it’s been about a year since i put down the smokes and god it still isnt easy to deny them. i thought maybe by quitting i’d take the time to move my life into more of a healthy lifestyle..my eating habits are slightly better and exercise comes more heavily.

damn
deja vu again

it’s been happening more frequently lately..not sure if that means something or just that my brain is lapsing over and over to give me the appearance of thinking i’d already been there..done that.

i had a pretty awesome sex dream last night. oddly enough it was of one of my friends and i cant look at him in the eye for a good few days….it was really reallly really good though