two headed girl

i know your face

the one of many inconsistencies.
i aim to please (and by doing so fall short more than often)
i have this…infatuation with relationships. how people work..tick, function. what makes us fall together (and apart at times). why do you hang around…

not that i dont love it. not that i dont appreciate it. no i just dont understand. relationships are man made. at the end of the day when you lay your head down its you. just you… then why do i constantly think of others.

he asked me if i could have 3 superhero powers what they would be.
1. to draw straight lines
2. to draw perfect circles
3. to fly

the last being the given. had i wings…

my head was not screwed on straight. it was the middle of the night and i was pumped full of nicotine, alcohol, salvia, pot, caffeine, and other things i ought not mention .. what reputation i have left could be damaged by my mind enhancing. drug using.

but i think i came out..a better person. i can see straight, perspective has never been so clear (although cloudy at the same time) my emotions, my realizations tend to benefit at the end of the day.

he told me he had no regrets. is it possible? i can think of several…several that probably run through my mind daily- wishing i could take it back knowing full well the improbabilities of that notion.

my new goal :no regrets…

work like you dont need the money
love like you’ve never been hurt
dance like nobody’s watching