my jouney with heart disease.

My journey with heart disease started in 2004.on that day.my left arm hurt so badly. breathing became bad. like most men. I said it will get better.it did not. on that day I had a heart attack. seven days in the hospital. two stints in my chest.after I went home. I never quit smoking cigarettes or smoking weed. or drinking. I kept on living the same self-destructing lifestyle. as I started my fight to be approved of disability.i took a job as a security guard after I got my first court date. it was denied.few more meaningless jobs.in 2016 I took a job cleaning in a plant.called in more than I worked. On Oct 16, 2016, I went to the emergency room, with breathing problems. last time I smoked a cigarette. the doctor told me on that day I had congestive heart failure.now my life was going to change. my clock is ticking. I think i have congestive heart failure for least 6 years now. I take at least 20 pills daily. times I think I wish I was just dreaming this.i am 58 now. not sure I will make it to 60.

while my writing is not good, thank you for taking the time out to read the first installment of my journey.