13.05.00 (Thoughts on Kiki)

 I think of Mr Kiki S..

You realise he loves me. And he always will. Because my friendship "means the world" to him.

You must know that he still has feelings for me.

But he’s confused.. He doesn’t know he wants. He’s not sure why things happened the way they did in the past. And deep dwon he hopes it’s because God has planned for something "even better."

How do I feel? I don’t feel. I KNOW.
I know I love him too.
He is the most beautiful person I have ever known. And he knows how to make me feel truly SPECIAL. Maybe because I AM.. To him..

He sees all my virtues, and he always has.. Despite my crude and careless ways at times..

He makes me  feel like I’m WORTH IT! Maybe because I AM.. To him..

And I smile…