02.05.00 (Looking for Love)

So I’m looking for love…

Or to be more exact, more honest perhaps… I search for The One…

Why? I don’t quite know.

I’m young and have a whole life ahead of me. In fact, I don’t want to get married for years and YEARS to come! Still… I seem to be desperate to find him… to know who he is… to have him… NOW.

Is it Mick after all? Is it Raul? Michael M? Juan Carlos? Or back to my roots – Joshy himself? Or my sweet Kiki S?

Kiki loves me… And I think I love him too. But we love each other so much that we leave it at that. We care for our friendship too much. My friendship means the world to him. And he doesn’t ever want to lose me..

The thought of "us" is beautiful. It’s logical. But I wonder..

He’s not the kind of guy that I would naturally go for. Just the kind that I NEED.

Who knows?

God knows…

So I’m looking for love…