28.02.00 (Moping Single Girl)

I must admit that Sylv gets on my nerves.

I guess I’m envious. Envious of her relationship with Sean. I once used to be happy for her. Now I’m hating it.

Though I think it’s because, lately, she just keeps to herself and Sean. They get home from wherever they’ve been and go straight to the bedroom.

And she doesn’t seem to talk to me much. Sometimes I get the feeling that I annoy her. Though I wouldn’t know why.

Lately I feel 100% comfortable with Jode. But not with Sylv.

I hate the way she plans things with Sean and doesn’t tell me anything about it. Not that she should. But she used to. Now it’s like "We’re off. See ya."

And they joke around, laughing, cuddling. Meanwhile, I’m here moping around about being single. About wanting MATT and not having him.

It annoys me!