Late Night Thoughts

How fucking dare she treat me as less than a goddess? Really. That’s what it comes down to. Everybody else treats me with the respect I deserve, the respect that is DUE, simply because I am human. So why not she? Who the fuck does she think she is? Honestly. I have treated her as the goddess that she is, I can only expect the same in return. I simply expect – I don’t demand. I don’t demand because if it’s not in you, it’s not in you right? And that’s fine. Just don’t expect me to stick around, iss all. Hence, I wipe my hands clean of toxic. I don’t do toxic. It makes my fingernails dirty and I don’t like it.

I am Yes Girl. Life is for the taking, right? And I am going to take life. Freely. Unapologetically. Gracefully. Cheekily. I am here to love, and to be loved. I am here to give, and to receive. I am here to expand my mind, and my heart, my soul and my entire being. I am here to touch you, reach you, and not even notice that I have. I am here to contribute to this greater thing called Universe in the simplest and seemingly most insignificant ways. That are oh so significant. And much more grand. Much more grand than being involved in a million charities. That doesn’t fulfill me. Really. It doesn’t. Just knowing that you can trust me, turn to me when you need to, and share a funny story and some laughter with me means the fucking world to me. You know why? Because it means I have contributed to instilling hope in you – hope in humanity. I have contributed to your ability and surrendering to TRUST. I have contributed to your ability and surrendering to REACHING OUT. And I have contributed to your ability and surrendering to SHARING with another. And THAT is my ultimate life satisfaction.

And it’s not because *I* have had the power to do any of these things. Remember you trusted me first. You turned to me first, and you shared with me first. Don’t you see that it’s all so much bigger than anyone cares to know, than anyone cares to ponder? It really is.

You mean we actually are all One… One… One… One ~ Alanis Morissette

Bible bashers expend their entire energies into trying to make the next person believe that God exists. Atheists expend their entire energies into trying to make the next person believe that God doesn’t exist. In the end, they are the one and same. In the end, they are both fighting / striving for the same Higher Being. All I know is that both of these extremes are wasting their lives away.

I don’t think it really matters where we come from, I think what matters is that we are all HERE cohabiting on this earth… And we are what we are, we are who we are, we are what we believe ourselves to be… And for that you gotta be thankful.

How ’bout remembering your divinity? ~ Alanis Morissette