Good day M’Lady

i have been waiting forever to be alone so I can type in this thing. My computer is in a room with everyone else’s computers, so there is a constant stream of people in here. I hate not having my computer in my room, it sucks.

Anyway, the homecoming game I went to with Ellen WAS boring. And we were both freezing our asses off. It was 50 something degrees and Ellen was wearing a skirt -.- .Idiot. Pat was gonna come with us, but I figured it would be better if he didnt. My family is weird. I didn’t want them to scare him away. Actually, I think I scare my family. Really, im not just saying that. Im the oddball out of the 89 cousins aunts and uncles Im related to. When Im around them I have to act, dress, and talk different. Otherwise they make remarks, and they give me strange looks, and it really pisses me off. Under any other circumstance I wouldnt care, at all. And if anyone said anything to me Id just flick em off and walk away. But I cant do that with them.

And I think Anna is mad at me. I dont know. But I feel so horrible. When I first told Pat he could come with me and Ellen, we started making plans for me to call him, and Anna was sitting right there, and she sighed, her disappointed sigh. And now I feel like a horrible person. Because first I sorta take the guy she likes (that definetly was an accident) and now we’re going places without her and stuff. Ugh..Maybe I should casually give her a hint that he didn’t end up coming after all. Maybe that’ll make her feel better.

Lets see…what else? Oh yes. I went to the Rennesaince festival yesterday with my grandma, my mom, and my brothers. It wouldve been fun, but my mother has this incredible gift of sucking the fun out of everything. The only time I had a nice laugh was when I walked off and started talking to this dude who worked at one of the shops. Like about 80000 other people, he asked what my shirt said. Then we somehow started talking about other stuff. I was wearing my shirt that says "Beware Of Me". I <3 that shirt. Its the best one Ive made so far. I think. And it always seems to spark interesting conversations with strangers.

My dad had told us that the Rennesaince festival was not a place for children, because the people who worked theyre were supposed to insult you and spit on you and everyone walked around practically naked. But like I told him, the last time he went there was 18 years ago, and these days if it were like that they wouldnt make any money.

There were 2 or 3 people walking around (all 3 of them being old women, probably reliving how it used to be 18 years ago) in thongs covered in thin chain mail, but that was about it.

Everyone else was a mixture of pirates, fairies, scottsmen, elves, knights, kings, maidens, witches, normal (and weird) 20th century people, etc. I dont know what was up with all the elves and fairies and non-rennesaince-y costumes..Im guessing its halloween weekend and they were having a costume contest later in the day? Im not really sure. But now I know what Scott meant by "its like ‘the thing’ to dress up." I felt out of place being normal for once.

He really wanted to go this year, but didnt have any one to take him, so I told him he could maybe come with us. I forgot to ask about it though. But next year I am DEFINETLY going with my friends, because it will be 500000 times more fun with them, and we’re all gonna dress up and stuff ^_^. I might even see if I can go work there. Sure, Its a 1 and half hour drive, but itll be fun to ride in a carriage pulled, not by horses, but by 2 guys, as the princess of 14th century France, while being bowed to by everyone else who works there. Oh yea, and you cant forget the money part .

Hmm…well, Im gonna find something to entertain myself with. Go finish cleaning my room or watch tv or something….