paranoia

im scared

I cant help but think all my friends are going to die this weekend. well…the ones who aren’t leaving. Alot of them are leaving though. We’re going to lufkin. Im not sure when though. Either tonight or tomorrow, so there wont be lots of traffic. Im just mad right now because my mom says I cant bring my cats . Oh well. I’ll get her to let me bring them, because I AM NOT leaving them here.

I dont know where all my relatives are going to go. They had made plans to come to my house, thinking it was far away enough from the storm. We were gonna PARTAY!! !  My dad told them if it was higher than a category 3, we’re outta here, and theyre gonna all have to find somewhere else to go. So yea…It sucks. And I need a hug =( I couldnt find Pat after school though so I couldnt ask him, and he’s the only person right now I want a hug from.

I dont know how bad its going to be…I hope its not too bad. Everyone might be making a huge deal outta nothing, but Its better to be safe than sorry.

I think it IS a huge deal though…because its a category 4 now, and they cancelled school tomorrow and friday. If it turns into a category 5, there is NO WAY that school will surivive. Its so old and crappy. Tiles fall off the roof if someone just closes a door. Its kinda funny actually.

Anyway…Ive got orders from my dad to take pictures of everything in the house right now, for insurance reasons. And in case someone decides to steal stuff. Ugh. Then I gotta go take everything out of the front and backyard and put it in the garage. And Ive got to tie down the trampoline. My dad said he might take down out tree house too, so it doesnt come apart and fly into someones house.

Ive also got to put all our pictures in boxes and crap. And were gonna take everything (which isnt alot) out of the attic, in case the worst case scenario happens and the roof flies off.

Im also trying to decide what im bringing with me. Im definetly bringing my computer . At least the CPU anyway, because i NEED the stuff saved on here. Im gonna bring my clothes, and my art crap (because I brought home my art assignment so I can occupy myself with something this weekend), im also gonna sneak my snowboard into the van (my dad says I cant bring it).

I spent half a year saving up for that dam snowboard and I refuse to let anything bad happen to it. Im also taking my computer games and cds and stuff. Hmm…Im not really sure what else. Oh yea, DEFINETLY all my money I have saved up in my room from my bday (which is like…500$?) And I guess Ill bring a few of my favorite books, so 1. They wont get ruined and 2. So i wont be incredibly bored.

Thats all I can think of. Ill just have to hope nothing real bad happens to my house. ESPECIALLY because of my cats =(

Geez…I hope to god everythings/everyone is still alive when I get back on sunday. And now Im gonna go rant to frank about this crap and then take those pictures.

This sucks.