please dont take my sunshine away…

i haven’t talked to frank in what seems like forever…

I think he’s ignoring me. I can’t help but think he hates me now. The few times ive managed to talk to him he was acting really strange…I miss him. I miss how it used to be…My mom really pissed me off the other day, and I needed him, and he wasn’t there. And I was alone again, like I was before I met him.

I might actually get to see him next summer. I know I should be extremely happy, but Im not. I’m not going to get my hopes up. Not even a little. If I get to see him, then great, but if I dont, oh well. If I dont expect anything, I dont have to worry about being disapointed.

Ive been disappointed alot in my life. Ive learned to just not care if something bad happens, and accept it.

That’s all I really wanted to put in here…the thing about frank. I know its small and stupid but I don’t care. I  miss him..