jesse has an angry inch

saturday was SO-EFFIN-FUN.

Dont feel like going into detail, but it was definetly one of the best nights of my life. Strange things are bound to happen when you put 10 strange people in a kitchen, a van, a movie theater, a starbucks, and then a gas station.Haha. It was awesome.

Oh yea, did I mention i got 470$ dollars for my bday   !

I also got a computer game from anna, and john got me Shaun of the Dead !  Those were the only two objects I got, the rest was all money from family/friends/relatives/etc. I bought two CD’s with a target gift card. (i included that in with the 470$) I got one of Seethers older Cd’s (which is a very good cd btw, if you like seether i mean) and Mudvayne. And so far with the money I bought a shirt and the most awesomest bracelet in the whole world. The bracelet was only 5$, but shipping (i found it online) was a minimum 5$, and i didnt think the bracelet was worth 10$, so thats why I also bought the shirt. Ooo I also bought some more prismacolor pencils. I needed to restock some of my supply.  That leaves…what? 300$?  (woulda been 350, but my dad is a fucking ASS. Dont feel like explaining)

Im setting aside 60$ for the ski/snowboard trip thing in november. And 30 for the new sims game.

Anyway, I feel like shit right now. I was at the doctors yesterday getting a physical, and him and my mom started talking about shots. And then he remembered a new meningitis shot had come out a few months back, and so, my mom decided for some strange fucked up reason I needed another (supposedly "longer-lasting, more effective")meningitis shot (I got one a few years ago). Lucky me, they had one left.

The result: My head is throbbing, I cant lift up my arm or hold anything, my throat hurts, and my back, legs, arms, neck, etc are in so much freaking pain. God…if its this bad for me, I dont even want to imagine what it really feels like to have meningitis. Ugh…I think they gave me too much meningitis shot =(

 What if they did??? Could it like grow or something?? And then make me REALLY sick?? And then Ill have to get my arms/legs/ fingers/head amputated????!!!

Itd be cool to have 4 fingers anyway. I could scare people.

In other news……..

I had a very interesting conversation with some girl today. I came into the cafeteria before school started like I usually do. Ellen was sitting there talking to some girl about church. I asked her what church she went to. She told me, and asked what I went to. I told her, and she asked if I liked it there. Im just like "whats there to like? I go, I sit, I listen to the guy talk, and I leave". Then we were talking about what I had said and why I didnt like sunday school and stuff and then she told me about her church and invited me to go. I told her no thanks, because if It was up to me, I wouldnt go to church at all. Im forced to by my dad. Then she asked what religion I was, and I told her Im agnostic. She didnt know what it meant.  I didnt know how to explain. Luckily I had a dictionary in front of me (i was doing english hw).

(taken from dictionary.com, bc I dont remember what I said)

Agnostic:

1. One who believes it is impossible to know whether there is a god.

2. One who is skeptical about the existence of god but doesnt profess true atheism.

She seemed horrified by this, but didnt back down, and handed me a business card with the churchs info on it .I asked her if she was being paid to recruit people to her church, and she said no and that she was doing it because she wanted to. I thought that was kinda funny.

Eventually, ruth and ashton and them showed up and we were talking about our world history project, and I told ashton I was drawing a lion (for leo), a snowboard (i <3 snowboarding) and a guitar as my 3 symbols describing me. The girl (who was talking about her church to ruth now) started talking to me again and I told her that i play bass and all that good stuff, and she told me that her church band needed a bassist, and told me If i wanted I could come and play in the band.

Im actually thinking about it, because it would be really cool to play on a stage with a group of people instead of by myself in my room. Im gonna ask her about it tomorrow. Maybe. I think.

Oh yea, while I was at the doctors, I got measure and weighed. Im 5 freaking feet tall, and i weigh 106 =O

Somehow, I lost 6 pounds in the last 2-3 weeks . And jonathan (first time he’s seen me in a year) told me I look anorexic. Lovely. Just lovely…