7/13/06

I don’t really eat anymore. I don’t want to.

I don’t see the point in not eating, yet I can’t seem to stop doing it.

I wonder how long this can go on.

I am at my lowest weight ever. I only want it to go down.

I can’t seem to stand feeling good, or feeling healthy or better.

And I’ll always be too big. My bones are simply too big.