Solution for Snoring

Hold a pillow over their face until they stop… LOL That’s the recommended solution from our on-site respiratory clinician. WTF? I got a crack out of that, life is good here at the Murray Pulmo Dose center:)

Hmm, anyhow. I’m really excited, I got bored yesterday and read a whole bunch of entries, generally left notes and I got notes back:) YAY, happy beaner. Gah ya’ll…I’m sorry that I had such a boring entry for your reading entertainment. I had to update on all the interesting things that happened this week-end…normally they are few and far in between:P

Let’s see, where to begin? I haven’t had anything overly cool happen lately. My sister and her husband are still having severe problems. It’s not my drama, but I’m staying with them in Murray so it’s kind of forced in my lap. It sucks hardcore nuts to be stuck in the middle of a problem that you can offer no solution to…well other than Christy to go on her way and me take advantage of my seriously hot brother-in-law. I’m up for that, God the freaky shit I would do to him. Anyhow…I’ve been thinking a lot lately about their failing marriage and it really scares me, they’ve been together for 7 years and a really happy couple for most of it. Now everything is busting apart at the seams…where did it all go wrong? I have my sneaking suspicions, my sister hasn’t been faithful for 2 years, all for some complicated selfish bull shit and Dwaylon has his own problems. Why even consider getting married if this is what I have to look forward to, I change my mind like socks and I don’t want to hurt anyone. At the same time, I want to settle down and be with just one person. A bit contradicting if you ask me.
In relation to Michael, I’m going to have some really hard decisions to make in the near future. Michael is 32 years old, he’s honestly looking for someone to settle down with and have a family, maybe not in the next 6 months but within the next couple of years. I can truthfully say I don’t know if that’s what I want, and its not fair to him for me to keep him attached and unavailable for finding someone who does. I guess if he really loves me like he says that it won’t have an effect on his decision to stay with me. But things as large as marriage and family, or lack thereof, can cause resentment if the relationship lasts. There is no doubt in my mind that he would be an amazing husband, or father, but as everyone so lovingly reminds…I’m only 19. Those are HUGE steps. Maybe our age difference is too great. We have so much in common and we have so much fun together, but what if thats not enough. I’ve had a recurring thought that we might just be better as friends. He the greatest guy you will ever meet, and I love him with all my heart…but I still have so many problems with relationships and making huge decisions. Gah…confusing shit.

Goodness, well I hope I didn’t bore the piss out of you with this entry, just some shit that’s been on my mind.
I’ll holler at some OD players,
-Kayla