Stuck Again

    I got to go out against last night, so that makes two Saturday nights in a row I’ve gotten to actually get out of the house and have a reason to get dressed up, lol. It wasn’t AS wild and crazy as last week, but this time we had some boring tag alongs who whined about wanting to go home the whole time. So it was kinda annoying I guess. But either way it was still nice to get out of the house! To do someting different and mix it up a bit.

    We had another no call/no show employee today. Which means TWO people have left this September and now we’re on the hunt again. Why this last guy quit..well my guess is he partied to hard last night and just didn’t feel like being at work at 7am. So the boss took him off the schedual for good. (I don’t blame her, I would have too.)  He knew he had to work because he switched days with some one else for a fraternity lunch-eon he had to go to..soooo yeah. He sucks. He’s also a friend of Robby’s ….so we should have seen it coming. (He was the guy who went off on Lee…then just walked out.) It’s getting old, this constant…being on the look for some one perminent….I doubt it’s ever going to happen. I will be glad when I can walk away from this place next year, hopefully to a job that doesn’t depend on some one else showing up on time so I can go home. Maybe I can talk Frank into supporting me so I can just focus on school..(Ha ha..I am so funny…) So yeah, we’re back to sqaure 1 back at the hotel. Sigh.

    I am kind of in a bummer mood today.  I am not really sure why, but I feel kinda down on myself. Like one of those, "I am not good enough" days. I am pretty sure I know why, and I think I can work through it and move on from it. Kinda stupid to let yourself wallow in those kind of emotions. The mature thing to do is to just forget about them and move on, to bigger and more important things going on right now. So thats my project for the day. Work past my insecurities and keep truckin’. I’d write about what they are, but I know as soon as I type it out, and re-read what they are, I will feel stupidly childish and want to erase them. So I will spare my readers that much, lol.  Anyway, I have some home work to do, just wanted to update I guess.