Thoughts From The Bed

Ha, Kitty, godMother not father 😛  

My day off WAS really relaxing. After I cleaned the entire kitchen, hung the curtains my mom bought a few weeks ago, which buy the way look really good they brighten up the whole kitchen. I also did FIVE loads of much needed laundry, my poor laundry basket didn’t look as if it could hold another item of clothing haha.  But it always feels nice to slip in between clean sheets and know you’re sleeping in a clean house.  I am a bit of a neat freak, but I am so busy all the time I don’t have time to keep up with the house and my mom is HORRIBLE with house work. She protests it.  I am hardly ever home except to sleep and shower so I am not sure how our house gets SO messy and dirty, I think she has parties while I am at school and working, lol. Because when I am home it stays clean! I feel bad for her, I have no idea what she’s going to do when I move away!  Lol the whole house will be clean and you go into her room and it looks like a tornado hit it lol. I think she finds sanity in clutter and mess!!

But we had a nice dinner at a local mexican resteraunt here that has AWESOME guacamole, mmm. I pigged out there. I’ve been pigging out a lot lately, lol. Seriously going back onto my strict-er diet on Monday. I only need to lose another 15 pounds and I KNOW I can do it. 15 pounds is nothing! Right? right!  So yeah, Monday is when it starts again. I wan’t to be lookin’ good when Frank and I go somewhere on vacation.

Which btw, I think we settled on Mexico. I know I’ve been there before but we’re poor and its cheaper then most vacation spots and he’s never been and he seems interested in going. We really want to visit the Aztec pyramids, and climb them! Lay on the beach and eat good food. It seems like a good time to both of us. I don’t care WHERE we go, as long as I get to see and be with him I am happy.

So yeah anyway. The first thing my mom asked me yesterday was if I had taken the test and I said yes. She was so paranoid haha. I honestly didn’t think I could be pregnant. I mean after Frank left I had a normal….ummm 2 visits, on time and everything. So I thought it would be kind of weird for symptoms to just start up after like 3 1/2 months ya know? So last night I was even MORE relieved. Really not something I wanted to deal with. Thats why I USE protection! lol. For the first time I am just glad to say it was all in my head haha.

Classes start up again on Monday, so no more sleeping in, but there is only about 6 weeks left of school! Its almost time to sign up for fall classes and I also need to fill out the financial aid forms for next year. I am off tomorrow from work so I am going to take of that tomorrow, I think it costs like 25 or 50 bucks just to fill it out so they process it.  YUCK. I have to give THEM money for them to give ME money, it doesn’t make any sense! Lol. But I need to get on the ball and take care of that because the government is freakin slow when it comes to giving people money. But by golly when they want your money you better anny up, and FAST. Seems unfair.

Well I am going to get up and finish the laundry and piddle around until its time for work. I am training again tonight so I won’t be alone. It should make the night go by faster. Providing they show up, but I think she will, she’s seemed pretty genuine this far. I hope we get to go out tomorrow. I could really use a night out on the town.