Tired
I feel so tired all the time. Between work and classes I barely have enough time for sleep! I picked a little bit later classes for fall so maybe I won’t be so tired all the time like I am now. Considering I even get to go this fall. I am really starting to worry. I haven’t heard back from the places I put loan applications into. The bill is due on the 5th. Damn Chase. I should have NEVER banked on getting it. I should have known it would have gone wrong some how some way. I am not going to miss another semester of school. If I have to prositute myself to pay for it I will, lol..ok well probably not but I can see how people get desperate for money. Never thought college would rape me this way. Nope. AND to top i off, I forgot to put my damn tag in my window and I got a parking ticket! Its totally my fault. But you know what I paid almost 200 bucks for that tag I should be able to park anywhere I wanna park. I was only there for one lousy hour. Why couldn’t the dude just run my plates and KNOW I was registered to park there? Thats why I GAVE my vehicle information. Dumbasses. This place doesn’t care about ANYONE getting their education. They just want the green. Thats all its about. I don’t even want to give my money to this school anymore. I hate it. I can’t wait to move away and finish my education somewhere else. When I leave, this place deserves to go up in smoke. I hope it bankrupts! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Ok, now that that is out of my system. I have good news. That essay I posted on here a few entries ago got me an A! I have never, ever gotten an A on paper I have written before. I was SO excited. The second I got out of class I called Frank to tell him my good news. In fact, my paper was SO good, my teacher wants a copy! A college professor wants a piece of my writing. WOW. I feel so honored. I wanna rub that A in my HS English teachers face but that would dirty my paper. But I was so damn proud of myself. And I should be!
Frank has been acting really, "lovey" lately. Which I don’t mind. I like him in his sweet, cuddley mode. I am just not used to it from him because he can be really distant sometimes. He’s housesetting for his dad again and when he’s there he’s not online much because his father’s computer runs so slow. So sometimes when I haven’t talked to him much I will give him a call. (I am not a phone talker and he is even less than one.) Well I had got into a habbit of calling him when I got home from work and was getting ready for bed. Well I didn’t the other night and the next day he hounded me with messages about why I didn’t call. lol, he missed me. (Which he didn’t come out and say of course but his word choices made it very obvious!) GOOD, make him wait. Make him want me. Its all part of my plan 😛 Felt good to know he missed my call though.
Man, just one more class and I am going to drive home and take a nap! And I have so much to do. I have laundry, house work, HOMEWORK, study for a test. Crazy, my thursday night is going to be wasted. I can’t even just be lazy like I want to on my days off because I usually have so much catching up to do. The short break between summer classes and fall classes will be greatly appreciated! I have some interesting classes this fall, so I am kind of excited too. I am not taking any math or english classes. I want a break from those. I have been contemplating on whether or not I should get a second part time job or not. I need it financially but I don’t have time for it either. I wish there was some type of job that was on the computer because then I could just do it from home or something. I can’t think of anyhing that fits that job style though. Ahhh well anyway…things will work out. With all this down hill stuff, I am glad I have something to look forward to coming up really soon. I can’t wait for the 16th.