The Honeymoon Is Over

So Frank went home yesterday and now I am pathetically depressed and nagging him about our next visit, lol. He was so sweet. He thought I worked yesterday at 3 and when he found out I was infact off he called and asked for a later flight!  So we turned around and drove home and had a few more hours to spend with eachother. This time felt like the hardest to say goodbye. I am not sure why. It was tough going to bed alone…waking up alone..and it will be hard to come home from work tonight and he not be there. How can you get SO used to some one in such a short period of time? I wish we were closer though. Now I have to find things to occupy my mind so I dont go crazy with missing him. I feel like some huge part of me has been taken away and I don’t know when or how I’ll get it back. AHHHHHHH I’m nutz and need help. He seems fine, why can’t I!!!