Someone Tape My Eye Lids Open Please
You know whats really annoying? When stupid FOD times out after like TWO minutes..by the time I finish reading a diary and go to leave a note..guess what, TIME TO SIGN IN AGAIN. Grrrr..I have no patience for malfunctions! lol. Still waiting on guests to check out so I can end my shift and just sit here and look pretty. Which right now in itself feels like a lot of work. I am SOOOOOOO sleepy. Maybe its because its so cold outside my body just wants to be under a mountain of blankets where it’s warm. My eyes feel tight and heavy..and my head feels woozy.. And really I just feel like rambling to keep myself awake.
Frank and I went to dinner with a friend of mine and her boyfriend. After we went to the local bowling alley to play some pool and Frank and I kicked butt! Well Frank does..he’s so good at it. He helped me with my shots..which I would make and then accidently sink the cue ball too..lol oops…But it was so sexy to watch him play. I should have told him that then….maybe I’ll mention it when I get off work. Coz now I really want to. He was just so focused and intent on winning…and skillfull and precise…A couple nights ago he was holding my hand and was kidding about reading my fortune and then I asked him to anyway..and he said something about us only having one kid (because someday I want two lol) and something else and that one of these days my last name will begin with an “M”…(which his does) I am not ready for marriage but its nice to know we’re working towards something you know? That he thinks of us beyond just being boyfriend and girlfriend…that someday he wants more for us. Its comforting I think.
I havent written anything in a while…poem wise anyway. I haven’t really felt inspired…I guess monday when he has to go home and I have to face the fact I can’t go to school I’ll have plenty to write about. Now its just that much longer that I have to be stuck in SE Missouri..misery…hell..The more bored I get here at work the more I dwell on it…I think the boss is ordering pizza for us today….I need some comfort food…