Just Some Words From Bored Fingers
Well…I am spending another night at work. What else is new!! Its not so bad though, most of the rooms were rented before I got here and now I only have a few reservations and 13 regular rooms to rent. Not too bad, I hope I get them rented soon so all I have to do is sit here and look pretty…actually thats a lot of work in itself, lol. I agreed to come back at 7in the morning after getting off at 11 tonight for a girl who wanted the morning to celebrate Christmas with her boyfrieds family. I agreed since I am getting Christmas off, only getting 4 hours of sleep wont kill me…I hope anyway!
So I have started taking “the pill” and I have had no side affects…no nausia or weight gain or anything. If anything I feel like I am losing weight but more than likely I am just imagining it. It would be nice if I wasn’t though. I had McDonalds for lunch and felt guilty…lately whenever I mention it Frank gets on to me about it being bad. I really dont like that..He’s never dictated what I should eat before. Then he saw that movie SuperSize Me and now he gets mad when McDonalds even comes up during conversations. I barely eat it twice a month…I hope this worry of his is just a phase. And I sure as hell hope he doesn’t turn into one of those boyfriends who try to tell me what I can or can’t eat..coz he will FAIL…lol. But I guess since obesity runs in my family he might be a little concerned..but that isn’t going to stop me from eating a king size bag of penut MnM’s…lol though it probably should…He gets mad because I eat out a lot..but its so hard to cook my meals when I wake up, work 3-11..get home at 12 and go straight to bed. How does some one with that schedual eat healthy? Most of the time I am in class in the morning so I can’t really prepare it before I leave, because then it just sits in my car all day..eww…I find it really difficult to be on any sort of healthy eating habbits…
David has not replied to my e-mail I shared in the previous entry. In fact, I haven’t seen him on at all since the other night when we found the cards on our door. He has a lot of depression probablems and I get afraid he will decide to end his life..he’s considered it and definately tried it before. I just hope these cards weren’t some sort of…goodbye card..or warning. or something…I don’t know how we would find out. No one in his family would tell us, no telling what he told them after he and my mom first split, we haven’t heard from his sister at all who was called my mom every week. So I don’t know…it makes me sad to know him like that…to know he’s capable of it…especially since I just went through it so recently with my father…but I am not getting a good feeling from this card…I feel like its the last time…maybe thats crazy, maybe I am crazy, maybe I am just over analyzing things..I don’t know..I wish there was a way to make him feel better..to give him hope and life again..even if it is with some one else..he deserves that much…I am just sad he only had that with us for 4 short years…I hope he proves my suspicions wrong…but its been on my mind for the past two days..whenever I see the card setting on my desk…
5:45 pm…so Work is getting on my nerves, the phone is ringing excessively, people keep their deadbolts out and just let the door slam when they walk in and out of the room and its getting on my FREAKING nerves..omg..Its not even busy with people checking it..its just the phone ringing..one call right after another..don’t these people have the internet? BOOK ONLINE! ..and the door slammers..I am getting ready to charge for damages they might be causing to the locks..lol..I just have 0 patience today..which is odd because I was fine when I came into work. One customer came down asking for directions to an interstate, so I pulled out the map and was getting ready to show him when he said, “You’re no help! what good are are!” and stormed off…what the hell? I hope you get lost dude! ..lol jeez…and the one kid calls down…”ma’am how do you get channel 300? the TV guide says you have a couple extra channels..and I don’t know how to get those..its HBO and Cinemax..” first off..what 9 yr old is allowed to watch cinemax? …”sir we don’t have thos-” “yes you do! the TV guide says there are there,..” “sir..that TV is just a hotel edition, not just OUR hotel edition…we do not have those channels…” “but the TV guide..”…”the TV guide is freakin wrong, go play with your GI joes and choke on them!” ..lol..okay maybe I didn’t say the last part but I wanted to…his parents left 20 minutes ago and still haven’t returned..hes like 9…I wonder if I should report that to managment??
Of course I am kind of scared because last night his father was a total jerk when checking in and told the night auditor one story and they left me a little nasty note…sure..the customer is ALWAYS right right? WRONG. The dude got pissed off when he asked why his phone wouldnt let him call long distance…well..because you have to pay a 20 dollar phone deposit sir. Whatever is left out of your bill we return to you…”but why the hell should I have to pay the deposit! you’re cheating your customers!”…”sir some one has to pay for the long distance calls..certainly you don’t think that is our responsibility..”..well I dont think I should have to pay it!”..”then I am sorry I cannot turn your phone on. This is the hotels policy, not mine..”…he paid the 20 bucks and then complained about it to the next person..whom left the nasty little note to me..it just made me mad..he didnt know the full story..he isnt my boss..he had no excuse to get on to me for something he had no clue about…it just kind of left me in a sour mood when I got here..i am positive thats why I ran out of patience…because I dont have patience for stupid people and there are so many! grrr