writing before midnight hits.

nothing too exciting to make you piss your pants or jump in your seat a little.

today was the first time i’ve ever put up a christmas tree and ornaments and whatnot. i also made the mistake of letting my girls eat a candy cane, as i can hear them jumping and playing in their bed, when they should be SLEEPING.

the tree is gorgeous. i feel like i should make more of an effort to be more involved and productive. it’s not really who i am, but it’s who i need to be.

i really don’t think i want to be with my husband, but i enjoy it in a small way. i won’t ever tear my family apart, i just sometimes get lonely. one of those things that i think i can become desensitized to, with time…

i’m kinda feeling like if i sat here for a few minutes, i might be able to pull together some pseudo-poetry bullshit, but my house is a mess, and i have loads of laundry to do.

hope everyone had a spectacular day.