is this an answer for me?

how far, how far do you sink into a hole before you hit bottom? feels like things keep taking a turn for the worst. just random shit that happens all at once and leaves you desperately thinking, “can’t i catch a fuckin break?”

i know it’s not nice to be so ungrateful. things could be worse.

but just because things could be worse, is that an excuse to settle for what you are given? where is the line between being appreciative or just not caring enough to capture that something in your life you need.

my life feels like an unraveling tapestry, and i don’t know how to stop the perfect design from becoming ruined…