there’s only so much we can do

after it’s third try, it looks like cancer is finally going to send my grandmother home.
they said three to six months.
i’ve never had to say goodbye to anyone like this before.
i don’t want to think about what that means. 
i don’t know how to prepare myself for it.
gone.
it’s so final.
i don’t know what to feel.
this is a different kind of hurt, that i can’t describe.