The only thing stopping me from doing anything

Is the bullshit story I keep telling myself as to why I can’t. I want to do so much at once that I end up not doing anything. I feel like writing a story. I feel like writing a short story. I feel like compiling a bunch of people’s life stories in a small notebook, just to make something of my life. Find some epiphany of reality, a common reality. I actually should plan doing something like this. Would it be weird if I try to do something like this in a small community college? People do research projects like this all the time. Same with psych experiments, or interviews. Some things I plan on asking:

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What are your personal achievements

What do you want out of life

What’s stopping you from obtaining that

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whats your life story

what are some bad things that have happened to you recently

What are some good things

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Tell me what you want people to know about yourself but for some reason can’t

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I guess I’ll come up with some other stuff later, but I guess the goal is to make people re-evaluate their life. I guess the plan is to ask my close friends first. I’m going to approach people who seem to be alone. This is a year for change. I’ll say that this is for a psych experiment or interview but it’s really just for me to break down barriers and see behind people’s outer appearance. I gotta think of a purpose this might serve. Those are my personal reasons, but I don’t know, I really do want to do something remarkable. I want to get out and experience life, not necessarily the American dream of graduating college, getting married, having kids, and living a financially stable life. I want to get to know people. I guess to fill some void in me. Maybe by trying to ask people to evaluate their life, I can help find myself in my path towards enlightenment, or whatever you call it. Maybe by asking all these questions I can find my own answers.