PostPartum.

Okay, I’m going through this whole post partum depression thing. It sucks really bad. i didn’t know it was that common but i found out how much it is among women who have recently had a kid. Its terrible. I break down into tears for seemingly no reason, and things that have hurtme in the past keep coming to my mind and haunting me. I won’t even mention them.
CJ is making me feel better tho. He’s been calling and trying to get me through this. Its helped alot and I thank him for that. even if he doesn’t know he’s helping, he really is. He’s on the phone with me right now. Good guy.
Anyhow, my mother is going to give me a break. She’s taking Aidan (son) for tommorow night, Friday. That’s going to be great, I’m going out with my cousin Becky. Im just ready to be out and about for a while. I need the rest. Anyway, i gotta run. TTYL