baked

exist with your wants
the bittersweet emptiness of longing
to be chosen
to be done
waiting for the timer
to stop reminding you that
emptiness continues
to await you
on the other side of the door
you keep locking
but it’s awfully sweet
and tempting
to take
just a peek

*wink

kamui

September 2, 2008

well written

kamui

September 3, 2008

ryn: lol thats awesome baking well writing 🙂 i hope to never get rid of this infection 🙂

models for argos

September 3, 2008

there is light on the doorway oxooxx

such great personality to these words

what is this freedom you speak of?

are you trying to break me down? because i don’t care anymore

i don’t know where you get that i hate the world. i find that so contrary to what i’ve tried to do. yeah i was selfish, yes i screwed up but do you want me to keep screwing up? why can’t you encourage my trying to connect with the world instead of drag it down and twist it around

i was afraid of the world. i was afraid of who’s hands i was falling into. i didn’t know left from right up from down and so i’m stuck there okay? happy?

i’m trying to get what you told me straight. freedom from fighting myself in myself. what the hell has fighting EVER accomplished? why do you have me so backwards? probably because you’ve never been in this position. you know there is someone named jeremy, and he’s being held down by his stubborn 2 parts.

if you’re so smart and have the answers then tell me. even if i’m wrong on my way to answers, i’m not going to break myeself down again and i won’t let anyone else either. i want to be. “no more internal, power struggle, we come together to overcome a little trouble, divide and rule will only tear us apart, in every man’s chest there beats a heart, brother you’re right, we gonna fightforourrights”

-bob marley

i’m waiting. i want to know why you find it necessary to drag me down