sticky

‘you’re my playground love…’

this music is sticky with summer

i wish i was back there again with you before, before i knew better.
i wish i could feel that again.  i wish i could fall into you again without remorse or regret.
i even wish i could relive the breakup, it felt so right.
you felt right, no matter what i say. even if now when i see you i get the overwhelming urge to vomit. 

grr, im restless with life.  i need change.  more than anything i need love.