So things…

Lately life has been a big ole blur. I think it’s because I am super tired all the time and I have no idea why. It really sucks super ass. On a good note. I am really happy with this Paul guy,he treats me good and loves me unconditionally. He loves my baby too and that’s a super plus! I live with him at his house and we stay up most nights and play video games or watch movies or shows that he has on dvd. It’s pretty freaking sweet. I can’t think of anything to super interesting right now because my life is about the same every day. Go to work come home and eat, hang out with my Paul-ums and then go to bed. Sweetness right? Not really. Feels like I never get to see Rylan. Jon was talking about trying to take him for a while and I said hell no. lol He needs his mommy. I spend my days off with him and Paul playing and having adventures in town. lol last week he tried to smack my hot coffee all over me because he was mad that he was in the shopping cart. HAHA. I freaked out cause it was hot coffe. Lucky he only got me and not himself. We are going to go get his crib from my moms house tomorrow and we are going to make the scars for Paul’s joker costume. It’s gonna be freaking sweet!

OMG!!! So today, on my way back from dropping Rylan off I was singing and then I looked over and saw a huge soft gray looking spider and it was crawling towards me on the dash board. So I freaked out and kept watching him. He went into the heater vent so I was a little relieved, but then he crawled back out an instant later and kept coming toward me. By then I was freaking the frick out, so I grabbed a can and smacked at him. And guess what??? I MISSED! He came plumeting down underneath my seat and I started swerving and I think I cried a little because all I could picture is a pissed off spider trying to climb my leg and eat me! So I calmed myself down enough to not swerve and I put my left leg up on the seat and tippy toed the gas petal. (for fear of the spider still under me pondering a meal) the whole rest of the way my heart was pounding and I was late for work and I was a wreck when I got there. Paul must of thought I was crazy. hahaha. I almost callapsed though cause I was in such a state of shock. I think it must of took me about 10 minutes after I clocked in to stop shaking. HAHAHAHAHA god I’m such a baby. Now I’m afraid to drive my car cause the bastard is still in there. I hope he turns himself in…cause if he does I’ll let him go. But if he doesn’t and I find him myself…you better believe it’s a one way trip to spider hell. lmao Anywho, just thought I’d write cause I miss you guys. LOVE LOVE LOVE
LoveALwayz,

Stephanie