Life should never be easy

But it shouldn’t be a stuggle either.

Money is tight. We just have to make it past this month. And it all will be good again.

You know how I always talk shit on Denise? Well I feel like the worst person ever. She has been helping us with getting dinner and giving us Christmas decorations. She doesn’t ask for anything in return. Richie told her we were thinking about moving to Indiana to have more family support, and she told him not to leave. That she would help us in anyway she can. So far she has been a nice person and a big help. :/ I wrote her a thank you card. I should make it a letter. She likes things like that.

Richie says we won’t have enough money to afford to move if we are going to buy a car. Which is true. But I think it would be a good idea to be closer to my family. Or even to his family. Being here with no family interaction sucks. Friends never come over or even call me for that matter. I’ve been cooped up in this house. I only leave to take the trash out or to get the mail. :/ I know it’s been hard for Emma. I need to be in californa. Winter sucks.