just shit on me already

its been raining for 3 days now. i would love to stand in it and feel cold heavy rain pelt me. i could…but i wont. i’m just lame anymore.

richie and i are fighting. i’ve been banished to the couch. i find it odd how that works. i’ve been texting nick all night. i probably shouldn’t. he kept saying “muah” i finally told him to cut that shit out.

i told my mom how i felt…she did what i thought she would. she shut down on me. so i told her not to call me anymore till she can talk to me like a grown up.

ia this how parents act when they get older?? or is it just mine?

chris is calling!!!!!!