35.6 a boring entry, i promise.

35 weeks and 6 days.

i went to my app yesterday, everything seemed okay. but i don’t understand why i should even go. all they do is check the size of  my stomach and heart rate. then ask me if i have any questions. which they never give me a good answer. my doctor was busy helping other people so she couldn’t see me. i had some guy who had no idea what he was doing. i’m glad it wasn’t a cervix inspection that day.

i look like i’m going to pop. i look more pregnant than my sister-in-law’s sister who just had her baby today.  i’ll take pictures when emma is sleeping. right now she is running around with the cat.
speaking of… richie’s mom knows someone who wants him so we are giving him back. i was trying to think of another animal to keep emma happy. she really likes the cat and vice versa. the cat does tend to get to rough with her and leaves scratches on her hand. i really want to kick him but i’ld feel really bad about it, so i just yell at him. mean cat.

i still haven’t had a baby shower. 🙁  richie’s mom said she would throw one for me at her bf house…but they have to patch up holes in the wall….so i really doubt she will come through. so my sister in law said i could invite people over to her house.

i’ve taught emma to take off her diaper when its full and throw it away. someone told me not to potty train her yet because of the new baby that is coming…that it would cause her to take a step back…that she will start acting like a baby….i think some people are just really full of it.

we got ANOTHER car. we sold the mustang because it wasn’t going to be big enough with two car seats and it wasn’t good at all in the snow.  so now we have a nice 2001 impala. the gas gauge doesn’t work so we are taking it back to get it fixed. the guy told us nothing was wrong with it, in fact he just put a new engine in. so its his responsiblitly to fix it.

all i want to do is spend money. we have no money so the urge, it just keeps getting bigger. i use to never be like this. i use to save every penny and pay bills and have super good credit. then i meet richie and wanted to look good all the time and have nice things and fuck credit.  oooh well.