umm

i’m watching barney. i miss being a little kid.

anyways, i went to my doctors app. yesterday and my doctor said she doesn’t believe the ultrasound due date so we are going by my period. so that means Ellie (my nick name for my expecting one) due date is on February 12. which is a good thing i guess…i’m not even prepared. we don’t have anything but emma’s old clothes and some formula someone handed down to us. i should have a baby shower but i would only know 3 people to invite. boo.

last night richie said something that kinda hurt, but it was the truth. i don’t show enough affection to him. i wrote him a letter last week when we were in a big fight but i never gave it to him. i’m just lazy. well after a certian hour in the day i get lazy. i get so pooped out i stop thinking.

oh yea. i never did mention that i finally found a best friend here. we havnen’t hung out in awhile since i quit working. her name is Stacey. the only thing we really do together is talk about boys and eat chinese food.

well this is more than i usually type so i’m going to do something productive.