catch up…
Wow, so I haven’t been on here in foreeeeeeeeeeeever…. Partly because I forgot my password and didn’t think to click on the forogt my name/password button lol. I’ve also been working a lot. I still have my daughter whom I love to death and she looks exactly like me when I was her age. I’ve also been going to school full time and I have 2 part time jobs. Doesn’t really leave much time for anything else since I’m still a single parent as well. Although I’m happier with life right now than I was in the past and I don’t mind being single. I actually kind of like being single. Plus I wouldn’t have time for a relationship anyways. I barley have time for my friends and I don’t have many friends. I still struggle with depression and suicidal thoughts every now and then, but they’re not as constant. I’m really happy about that. I’m surprised that my profile didn’t get deleted since I hadn’t been on in such a long time. OH and if anyone use to actually read my diary, I’m not dead obviously… I know my last entry before this was kinda a suicide one, but fortunately I didn’t do that. I’d like to say my daughter and I are both happy and healthy right now, but the healthy part would be a lie. Unfortunately she inherited my bad health genes and is sick all the time and unfortunately I’m still sick all the time it seems. I also don’t have insurance right now so I’m definately miserable in that aspect. I don’t really like the Education program at the University I’m going to, but I am happy that in one more year I’ll finally graduate college yay!!! I took a year off after my daughter was born otherwise I’d be graduating this year. Oh well. I just hope I can get some financial aid or something next semester. I had to pay for everything out of pocket this past year :-S definately hurts the financial situation. Eh that’s kinda bad right now too especially with the economy right now. I’m still broke and poor, but I suppose at least for now things are ok and I seem to have enough to pay my bills. Don’t have money for much anything else, but at least I make enough to get those paid off. I’m kinda tired and I don’t know what else to say, but I’ll try to get on here more often from now on. Take Care whoever actually reads this…