A Suicide Note

I’m saying goodbye for the very last time

All the pain too much to bear

All the warning signs gone unnoticed

Maybe everyone was too busy to care

Or perhaps saw, but just too lazy to do anything about it

Either way it doesn’t really matter now

No one can stop me now

Or make me change my mind

Coming up now is my demise

Don’t really wanna hurt anyone

But no one ever cared about me

Why should I care about them?

Maybe now people will see

That I actually meant something

I was a real person, with real fe elings

But no one cared, just stomped all over me

Like I was nothing and didn’t matter

So I guess it won’t matter if I end my life

Someone might miss me

But most won’t

I’ll be doing a favor by not being in the way anymore

So everyone can go on living their lives

As if nothing happened

Because I never really mattered anyways

It won’t be a change

No one ever noticed me

So I guess they can’t miss me when I’m gone

It was always as if I was never really here

The only difference is, now I really won’t be

Please don’t! It may not be realized, but you matter a lot.

Don’t do it. I attempted once and was landed in a psych ward for a few days. I’m having a shitty time as well, but I know in my heart that there ARE things out there to live for, no matter how bleak life looks. If you need someone to talk to who really does understand, please feel free to chat with me. I really DO understand how alone and how much pain you feel. Suicide is NOT the answer!

Don’t do it! Come on just think you will not be around to seek revenge from those idiots!