Holding On and Victim

The world can be a cruel cold place,

Where people judge you by your race.

It doesn’t matter how hard you try,

You’ll never fit in and be like them.

So you continue to live your life,

Trying to hold on despite of all your pain and strife.

You keep thinking maybe, just maybe it’ll get better,

So you continue to hold on.

But what is it that you’re holding onto?

A dream that will probably never come true.

For someone to care and understand.

Who’ll tell you things will get better and life will be grand.

Is this curse of always dreaming for things that won’t come true,

Worth waiting for and holding onto?

They’re many things in life that are hard for me

And they’re many things that drag and pull me down

I don’t always understand why I do what I do

And they’re days where I’m just so confused

It’s like I’m going nowhere, just in circles

I don’t know how to get to where I want to go

All I know is I’d rather be there than where I am now

Anywhere’s better than being here

I don’t get it, how could you have let this happened

ont style=”BACKGROUND-COLOR: #ffff00“>My soul is now bleeding and the life is draining out of me

I’m hurting so much right now, did you know

That he took away what was most precious to me

And you just watched as he did it

Or maybe you turned your head so that way you didn’t have to see

I’m a victim who feels dead now for what he did, and for what you didn’t stop because you didn’t want to see