Waiting and Questions….

Time goes by and only God knows why,

I try to carry on.

Nobody else seems to care.

I’m not really sure myself,

Why I don’t just give up and end it all.

I guess I’m trying to keep my hope alive.

Believing that someday things will get better.

But until that day,

I’ll have to continue to hope and pray,

For there’s nothing else that I can do,

But to wait.

What’s wrong with me God?

Why is it that I’m never good enough?

Every night I have to go to bed with tears in my eyes.

It’s because of all the pain in my life.

Will it ever go away?

Will I ever find peace?

I just want what everyone wants.

I want to be loved.

I want something real.

Something that will last forever.

Why is it that everyone I meet,

Ends up hating me?

What is it about me that they don’t like?

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D-COLOR: #800080″>Is it something I can change?

Or must I always live like this?

Waiting for someone who doesn’t exist.