::Overpass

We’d been driving toward those blood-red thunderheads for days, and finally under.  The twisters tearing us apart, shredding our armor.  The lightning prying underneath, turning our flesh to blistered steam and reducing our broadcasts to pained squealing.  Pieces falling away, slagged by the acid rain.  Engine sputtering on regret and nothing but a lonely silence in the cab, listening to the rain pelt down on the cracked windshield.  We wouldn’t look at one another, just wondering when it would all seize up and grind to a halt in the cold mud.  The tires juddering over craters in the blastcrete, axles groaning at the strain.  The weight of our baggage crushing down on the hull wasn’t helping.

So.  My hand hovered over the amber button, cool against my palm.  <eject?>  It flickered with the rest of the dying powersystem, teasing; on auxiliaries most of the day.  The rusted turbines were giving us what they had left, and that was all we could ask for.  All we dared.  It was the end.  The rations were gone, our tongues were dry and the air was going sour.  Just a matter of time.  My fingers were shaking.  I was empty, worn through.

Then, silence.  Holy silence.  I curled my fingers carefully away from that fatal button.  The rain had stopped; the howling wind, too.

A scalpel of sunlight gently lanced across the hood, then, like so many bad dreams, the boiling clouds melted away before us.  Incongruent and shockingly beautiful, the blue skies had us blinking in amazement.  Even the engines settled into a more reasonable rhythm.

A hiss, a buzz, and the radio kicked back on.  Tinny, but still distinct.  Break on through to the other side, indeed.

Her fingers ghosted along my scarred forearm where I clutched the shifter in disbelief.  Slid along the back of my hand and knotted carefully between my own calloused digits.  She didn’t say anything.  She didn’t need to.  Where were we?  I wasn’t sure.  But it didn’t really matter.  Enough time in the clear and this thing would fly again. 

* * * 

An unexplainable joy, this week.  Sunlight and spring breezes and thunderstorms and curls.  The new Star Trek and ordering my Gen Con badge.  My goofy son proudly crowing the name of every object he knows.  "Car!  Truck!  Doggy!  Bird!  Horn!  Fart!"  Driving a little faster than I ought and taking roads I normally don’t.  Giving and receiving actual, bona fide orgasms with no bullshit, no baggage, no are-you-sure or oh-go-ahead.  Just a good sweaty FUCK.  Drums and bass and incense and candles.  Everything is good and I’m anticipating the weekend and I don’t know why, but the hyperdrive is fixed and the stars are streaking and full speed ahead, Goddammit, I’m going to ride this as far as it goes. 

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May 24, 2013

Oh hell yes. Get after it.

May 24, 2013

Excellent! I’d been worried but didn’t want to pry.

Wunderbar! *

May 25, 2013

Sounds good. ^_^

May 26, 2013

Aw nice!! I keep bugging my boyfriend to take me out to see that movie, but he’s too lazy, we always end up waiting until it’s out on “video”. Good to see the sun shining in your neck of the woods. And the kid learning some fun new words. =)

May 26, 2013

Someone’s got a knack for the palabras. Yes.

May 28, 2013

🙂

May 29, 2013

RYN: Some. Better legs, though after the first few weeks, I had to move up a pants size on account of my quads makin’ my jeans all snug. That’s eased back some, and other parts have sorta…adjusted a little. Mostly I guess that’s good, but honestly, just when I have the girl-clothing style thing figured out… Though I will tell you I haven’t lost weight. I mean, other than the same seven pounds I packed on in the first few weeks when my quads blew up. Some girls have lost 20, 25, 30 pounds. Not me. That’s pissing me off a little, but whatareyagonna do. Maybe that means I’ll fare better when the apocalypse comes. Yeah, I’m gonna go with that.

May 30, 2013

Hell if you get on you should always ride it as far as it goes! No point in getting off early, that’s for sure.

June 3, 2013

ryn: hahaha, that’s good stuff!

June 3, 2013

R: Ha. Same for the screamy angst music you posted quite a bit ago. I think the thing that makes anyone like music is that they can tap into the mindset of whoever wrote/sang/played it, in an intangible and unquantifiable way that just feels like, “sup, you get me.” It’s not even about quality, really. It’s about kindred spirits, connecting through seemingly random sound waves that canmean so much or so little, depending on where they land. (Also: I sympathize, in the sense that this is literally the only song I’ve ever liked that sounds remotely like it. I’m not generally into crooning blues-y music for southerners, and the rest of the album doesn’t even resemble this track. If it did, I wouldn’t have been able to get through it.)

June 5, 2013

RYN: If they’d looked like tarts, that would have been fantastic. As-is…they looked bummed and bored and like they were just doing this to feed their kids. I wanted to befriend our girl, “Lily,” just because she had such a hard edge.

RYN: <3 *

June 6, 2013

RYN – I’m gonna write about a boy named Starhawk who lives in Indiana. 🙂 Yeah, I probably prefer myself with curly hair too. It’s too hard to keep up with straightening it, but when I first straightened it, I was like, “Wow! I look like a different person! I look like all of the people with straight hair! Weird!” So there was a mild infatuation, but then I got over it because of how LONGit takes, and then if I walk outside, it’s like someone snaps their fingers and my hair goes poof. Now I embrace the afro/80s thrash metal hair. ;D