It get’s to me

I really like you.

but….

something about you get’s to me.

I can’t put a finger on just what it is.

but it’s there. Getting to me.

It’s like, when we’re together, everything is cool.

But when we’re apart…

I’m thinking all this crazy shit in my head.

Wishing I had never met you.

I feel like the big “hurt” is around the corner.

I’m not into pain ya know.

Not that kind anyway.

If I let myself get to close I think you’ll push me away..

I look into your eyes and I can see forever.

You scare me.

That’s what gets to me.

empty picture frame

January 13, 2004

You finally write! It only took you 4 months… Sounds like you’ve been hurt a lot, to the point of expecting hurt to always be there. Maybe she’s afraid of the same thing?

Stregadiva

*bows to the majestic JayPole*. Wow, good to see you still around! I hope you don’t get the big “hurt”. Who is she anyway??? Hugs to you.

January 14, 2004

ryn: Becky

Charly

January 17, 2004

hey hey!!!!! I’ve missed you!!! Man, you have just said everything I am thinking about right now, I just couldnt put it into words. Much Love~ Lesley rae

I love you Jay… P.S. seen the old man lately???? You know who this is now!!

Just dropping a note to say I really like this entry. It’s so beautiful 🙂