thanks, my best fd—adelin

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yep
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what abt new york?
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which part of ny do u live btw?
Kathy »¡:
very cold
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queens
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y dun go out a?
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nope just wondering
Kathy »¡:
so boring a
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y?
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i hate to work
Kathy »¡:
i became slient since came to ny
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do u still go to scl?
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yes, night
Kathy »¡:
no friends here, stress at work
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sometime really hate to live
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what abt frds at scl?
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pls dun be
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there r alot of pple in ny that u can meet
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cant u go out and meet pple?
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sch? all old ppl in night college……
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u know wt…i still scare to speak english
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y?
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u shouldnt be
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pple whont laugh at u
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if u dun speak it
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u wont improve 
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i did try, but still scare….so useless
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come more dun be just keep trying
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im sureit’ll change ur life
Kathy »¡:
i care wt other ppl see me
Kathy »¡:
like laugh my english is bad
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then just keep talking
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i bet alot of pple speak english alot worse then u
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so dun be afraid
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and once u say it im sure u’ll improve very quicky
Kathy »¡:
also, all ppl around me are chinese
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like work, home….
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i can only talk to my customer in english
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ai….
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  are there any societies groups that u can join?
Kathy »¡:
i really wanna quit and back to HK
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within the community?
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no ar, coz my bf dun let me go anywhre
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u cud but think this is a challenge
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well that scew him
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u arent his pet
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and he should respect who u wanna be
Kathy »¡:
but noone chase me ma
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so?
Kathy »¡:
his english is worse than me
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u can be strong
Kathy »¡:
too bad
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lo
Kathy »¡:
noone protect me
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no one can change ur life apart from u
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u dun need that
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u can protect urself
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come on i know u r better than this
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u r much stronger
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than u think
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so dun let urself down
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all my co-workers are horrible, so fake
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yeah i bet it is like this everywhere
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if u really hate it may be change to another job?
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ai….i miss my past
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would that help?
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lo
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i already changed 3 jobs in 3 years….
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i think u shouls say to your bf and say u wanna to cahnge ur life
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so tied, i have been working 3 years without vacation
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than have one
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u desreve it
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and i think it is time for you to step out your door and know some pple
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i dont think u should like your bf to constrain you in any way
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ur life is there for you to change it its just the matter of fact whether u want to or not
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thats no point sit here and moan about it everyday
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do sth abt it!
Kathy »¡:
ya, i know….i already sat here and moan 3 years….am i so fool & useless?
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of course not
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dont be silly!
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just do sth its never too layte
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late
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join some classes and go to the community centre and try to get to know pplw
Kathy »¡:
um…..but my english is bad
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well its gotta improve
Kathy »¡:
if i have a english bf, i think i will have a better english
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and tell me how is it gonna improve if u dun talk to pple
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just go to the classes and community centre
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i only speak english with my customer
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and try to speak. if pple wanna talk to u they will if they dun want to they wont
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er…….
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i no thats why u have to do sth
Kathy »¡:
y?
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thats no point of making an excuse
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cos then u will be intergrated in the community
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cos then u’ll meet more pple
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and wont feel like shit everyday like u r now
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there r so much happening in NY go and do sth
Kathy »¡:
i was so happy in hk, but in ny
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i am very shy to talk to stranger
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well then this gotta be changed
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be out going then
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no one will talk to u unless u make an effort
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my face is being red
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pls stop finding excuses
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when will u back hk? u seems just went back from HK, right?
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yep
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ai…..i know la….hope i can get better when i chat with you next time…..but i think i need at least 3 months to improve
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yeah thats fine
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it wont be a drastic change
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but still u’ll benefit it in a long run 
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i no its very hard to make the 1st step
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but once u made ur 1st step u’ll be fine
Kathy »¡:
ya, i know ….thanks, my best fd
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pls dun say thank u
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i just want u to see that u can make a difference in ur life
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um….i know all my friends are always support me…
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of course la 
Kathy »¡:
i think u won’t back hk after graduate
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may be dunno yet
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gonna do a master
Kathy »¡:
u wanna take a master? or ur parents force u?
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i want to
Kathy »¡:
well…..cool
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i might as well while my parents wanna support me
Kathy »¡:
they must
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besides i think i prob will have a better chance to get a job
Kathy »¡:
sure…..but i thought u will take care ur dad’s business
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haha not sure really