Feeling lonely…

How is it that you can be so in love but yet at times feel like you have no one in the world? How can you spend the day with someone you have known for most of your life, but still feel alone? I wonder why that is… I am so in love with my boyfriend. I have known him for eight years, and we are pretty much inseperable. Today was like the first night that we have spent apart in about 8 weeks, and i miss him so much. We both had bad days and i was so happy to talk to him once i finally did, but he just completely snapped at me. He had a bad day and so did i. But just hearing his voice made my spirits raise. Today was a tough day for me…

I came home from dropping my boyfriend and my best friend off at work to find legal papers all over my table.. My parents have been going through a divorce for about 8 years now. Well today i just found out that my mom served my dad with a restraining order, and is sueing my dad for all her legal fees, and on top of that, half of his military retirement. Can she want anymore? It sucks so bad now, because now my nieces are never going to be able to see their grandparents in the same room again. They can never both go to a family gathering, we will forever have to choose between our two parents and its not right at all… Then on top of that, I get a phone call from my ex today and that didnt go so well… As you all know he is in prison right now, and i havent written him in about 4 weeks because i obviously have a new boyfriend, that i love. Until the other day, well about a week and a half ago, i wrote him a letter telling him about my new boyfriend. But he still hasnt got it. So he acted as if we were still together, like everything was fine. Until he noticed my distaste in hearing from him. Well im tired, gonna go…